2008/06/30

今天来到学校看见雪慧跟他们和好了。真替她开心!
也很羡慕她嫩够和好。不像我们这边!
过后在班上才发现，其实并没有真正的，完全的和好!
雪慧告诉我说其实并没有完全和好。
就算和好也不能像以前一样快乐的玩了!
人家常讲吵架后的友谊会跟真贵。但事实上并不是!
这反而使友谊根加脆落!我讨厌他们用异样的眼光看我!
很不舒服!
今天听到他们说虾米他们本来要等我的，但过后却走了!
我不明白。这是什么意思？
我也发觉到明珠也开始有些反应了!虽然他不讲，但我却很明白!
我是不是该退出？谁能告诉我呢？

2008/06/28

t0day did'n go 2 shop.sleep untill 12.30pm.
open computer n play.didn got thing 2 do.
after that went 2 Giant with mum.
many ppl in giant!buy many things.
saw ah-zhu in giant n her ah-xian!also saw a ppl that he is may's brother fren!
he work in a shoes shop.
after buy somethings we go 2 eat dinner in johor jaya.
the food in the shop very yummy!
coz sis want back 2 her asrama so we go with her!
her asrama very dirty n we help her 2 clean!
there got 2 hamster very cute~they called xiao-zhu n xiao-pang!
xiao-zhu is female n xiao-pang is male!they born 5 hamster!
very cute~xiao-pang very active!but mum felt disgusting,hahaha....
funny!!!!
we help sis to design her room!her room very small n only can put some things!
after that we go home n sleep!

2008/06/28

today woke up early,
went 2 take 成绩单,pn.juliana very jahat.
she tell 2 dad all wat i do in class!
say me very nakal in class,but this time different
is she did not say i talk mUch with ...
after that i heard that they want go 2 cs!
thAT time start i already knw that i did'n got this fren already!
never mind!i dun care again!
after that, with jingwen,puay yu,jia yi sing in red box!
very happy!puay yu sound like children,very funny!!!!
last half hour,the service ppl say that we got 2 drinks n 4 food still no eat!
we dun know want how 2 do!!!!so we call something n eat that things fastly!
that场面 very funny!!!
after that i went home with puay yu. her mum want 2 see a person in hospital!
i also follow they!
i saw the ppl sick,he vry old already!he sick same with my grandpa~the liver got water
after that,dad come 2 puay yu home n fetch me back!
dad said want bring me 2 eat dinner!
omg!i just now eat many things already!
omg~

2008/06/27

今天也是一个还能过的一天!不太开心也不太伤心。
无聊~
听到一些闷死人的话，但却是接近我心里的话！
不过我要的还是没有！
听到一些故事，关于一些不满的话！
唉~悲哀呀！！！！
明天就是家长日，也是第一次跟靖雯他们出去。
靖雯的生日礼物还不懂要送什么才好！
一公升的眼泪很好看，亚也好可怜！让人看了很辛酸！
我家的表哥还真是无人可比的。。。费！
不止这样，还是个无敌的宅男！
~~~
唉~心里的事。。。还是找不到我想找的！
慧问我：如果爱情跟又请你会选哪一个？
我不动要怎样回答？！
应为我的心情不适合回答！
我心里在想什么我也不大懂！
我到底要做什么？该做什么？
dun no???
不知道为了什么。。。。

2008/06/26

和往今天和往常一样没什么变化，可是我却无意间发现到有位跟我同病相怜的人。
我们的话题变得比往常来得多。可是却不是他们！有点失望也有点开心！
失望的是他们还没适应业看起来越来越严重！应该是妹把昨天的事告诉他们了！
开心的事是（嘻嘻嘻嘻，个人保守）！总之就很开心！
今天突然觉得在班上其实也可以很好，只要自己不要给自己太多压力和在意凡事都很美好。
我终于想明白了！可是还是需要时间！
唉~家长日要到了，我的成绩册~
哎哟喂呀~

2008/06/25（wednesday）

today is wednesday!now i 'm in pusat sumber!haizzz!all of them r going 2 eat except me!
i did'n go with they!dun no why!yesterday i did'n go 2 tiution!i dun no why mum did'n at home!like all of this world ppl dun like 2 listen wat i say!very sad!
i dun like 2 stay at home or stay at school!that feel let me very bad!let my mood also bad!

放学的时候和妹谈了一下。在巴士上想了想，觉得我之前很傻，为了这些事把自己捆住！
为什么我就是不能放得开？可惜。。。。。我知道是我自己做错，可是对于他们的窃窃私语我就是不能放开！我要怎样做？明珠常跟我说要等时间，要给他们一点时间慢慢适应！毕竟这些事情是急不来的。所以我会努力，给自己一点时间努力去适应！

sunday~2008/06/22

today nothing got things to do!

today morning go 2 shop with my mum,

haizzz.....today is raining day!the sky look like a coffee!

very dark!

my mood also very dark!
today yl got in msn but she dun no do wat?she didn reply me!
i think she also dun like me ba!
is i really dun let ppl like?
why anybody look like dun like me?
is i too worry about it?
i dun knw!!!hope i think is too much!
may,mingchu tell me dun 2 duo yi!but i really can't do it!
who can tell me wat i can 2 do?

2008/06/21(星期六)

今天早上就去妹的家里了！好开心今天可以出去玩！光了好多间店！看了好多东西！
可惜。。。。。没有钱买T_Tsad!!!!
but i believe i can cun dao $ 2 buy that things i want 2 got it!
after that, may go 2 tuition n i with baobao jiu go 2 cs eating!
we buy many things 2 eat n take back some food for bro!
but until night, i very angry coz i n zhuzhu discuss about me with cha!
i very angry about they reply!i dun like that feel!but i will try 2 accept!
hope they will forgive my chi dun!
today in CS saw 自言自语！so happy coz he still remember me!
that happy feel came back again!wo~
but i didnt got that feel again coz i gt a.....>_<
zhu said is right!i want 2 try 放开胸前犹豫，往好的地方想！
ahzhu,believe me!i can do it!
MY PROBLEM WILL GONE!

2008/06/20

today is hari kantin!o~ 超累的！
many junior v kelian！场面超好笑地!
haizzz。。。。。afternoon still want 2 study super lei lo~
when afternoon we tou kan MAY bath,she v angry n cry!all of us very felt sorry to she!but this time she very angry and she dun accept our sorry!T_T
after that we go back 2 our class!when go back2 home,i very sad coz i heard some bad new!i dun know y they 1 say me like that!i felt very 无助!is they my friend?is they like me/isthey 1 2 be friend with me？i dun think so!
hiazzzzzzzzzzzzzz....................